This is harder than I expected

These events are ancient history now but they are still very hard to write about. The immediate threat is gone and my life has taken a much needed turn for the better, however, just thinking about these events and these decisions I have made is painful. I want to remember it though because I want the inspiration. My situation right now is that that far removed from the extreme indebtedness of 2 years ago and I want, need, to fundamentally change the way my finances work.